uhm

u sent her an email about a love song n its lyrics.
at the end, u wrote : jangan mikir bego lagi yah... love u...

that's a turning point.
i wont lay my hope on u anymore.
that's enough.
no, u don't make any mistakes... it's just me, who keep hoping on u with blinded eyes.
i misinterpret ur attention to me.
i think now u love me only as ur almost-four-years-ex, and all ur "love" is for her.

I wish u and her the best.
hope that i can really deal with this feeling a.s.a.p...
dont wanna be a pathetic person anymore.

thanks for all :)